Still Waiting

its almost three now and i'm still waiting for erica. to make matters worse amy is feeling very down because there is something wrong in the way some of the staff at the house respond to and treat amy. everything is a rule. if they are unhappy about something they call sheenay their boss, complain to her, get amy upset, and then i get a phone call about it. amy made the mistake yesterday of telling of the staff that she didn't like one of the other staff on duty and then that person passed along the information to the person was speaking of. so amy confided in a staff, she passed it along, it upset the woman, she talked about it outloud about how she does so much for amy, etc. she was hurt. then she refused to talk to amy and ignored her. of course sheenay was called and then i was called.

i guess its too much to expect from the staff to be professional in their job. that is something amy is going to have to learn. she has to deal with real people and when these people feel slighted or offended by what she may say, she is the loser. bunch of fucking telltale bitches getting paid minimum wage. what do i expect?

i feel so poweless about all of this . its not a family feeling in amy's house. i don't know what to do. all i want to do is get there and spend some time with her but here i sit waiting for my ride. dammit again.